Back to the subject of my ex booskie/booskay. Thank goodness for Twitter & the follower that sent me a DM with the link to this long message thing that he wrote about me. I’m guessing he read my post from yesterday which problem means that he’ll read this one as well sooo in that case Hello Christopher ;) Okay let’s get back on topic here. Pretty much everything he wrote about was 100% accurate. There was one thing I did leave out in my previous post that he reminded me of. There was this guy that I was semi talking to at the time that everything with my family went down. But let me set the record straight,I did not tell that dude anything about my personal problems. Didn’t even know him for like 3 weeks. Shit if I wasn’t gonna tell Chris about it then I sure as hell wasn’t gonna tell the other dude about it lol. Dude was just there to support me and make me laugh which is what I desperately needed. I just wanted to get my mind off of my family for a while & he was able to do that which was something I wish Chris would have done =/ And that’s actually the main reason I got upset. The guy asked me one time if I wanted to talk about it & I said no. Then after that we just stayed on the phone talking about random shit for like 4 hours. But when Chris asked if I wanted to talk about it & I said no,he looked at it as I didn’t need him which was NEVER the case. I definitely take blame because I should have told him that I loved him and that he would always be number 1 but instead I led him to believe that another guy was taking his place,which could never happen by the way. I was gonna hit him up personally to say all of this but for some reason I communicate better when I’m talking to myself lol. Sooo yeah that’s why I blogged it :) Alright so bottom line is that I NEED my best friend back. But I know there’s still a lot of shit to be worked out. So for now I guess I’ll just be patient and see what happens.